By Chris Alvarez
How do you find interacting with the opposite sex without alcohol?
Its strange, I used to need “Man in a Can” to be able to interact with girls. I had no confidence. I thought nothing of myself. My ego told me drink and then maybe girls would like me, it worked for a night or two, but then it didn’t.
Alcohol was a tool I used to get over my anxiety and low self-esteem. It was useful until it wasn’t and then it just hurt me and degraded me. The very thing I was using to help me feel better and give me “confidence” was just bringing me down. There was a point when I realized this but couldn’t stop drinking on my own.
However once I stopped drinking and began to work on myself my confidence level skyrocketed. Now that I am sober I don’t need “man in a can”. Sometimes I’m overconfident, to the point where I think I’m to good for anyone; or at least to good for the girls I am purusing. This causes me problems because I get frustrated when they don’t like me back. I wonder, “why don’t you like me, any girl would be lucky to be with me and you don’t even realize it”. This is the same ego that used to tell me to drink because I wasn’t good enough for anybody. This thinking can cause me to act in jealous irrational ways and must be stopped before it can do any harm.
I don’t like everyone and not everyone has to like me. When I remember this, it’s easy for me to interact with the opposite sex. Now it’s all me, no more “Man in a can”, people are just people and I have nothing to worry about.
(To be continued)